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When I was in the 5th grade, I wanted to be an astronomer. When Toys Story came out, I wanted to be an animator. When I was studying economics in college, I thought about being an economist. When I was looking into grad school, I thought about being a web designer/illustrator. In the end I realized I wasn't any good in any of those.

Honestly, I question myself once in a while if photography is what I really want to do. And if I do want to stick with photography, should I do food or weddings or portraits or cookbooks or magazines or blogs or what? I feel like most of the time I'm everywhere, my mind is scattered. Or should I just go back to a 9-6 job and keep photography a hobby.

I'm over thinking..I know I know.

Duh, I had a good idea, inspired, when I started to write this post and that was last week. Now I'm trying to just finish it. I'm a little depressed and cranky but that's a good thing. I'm always cranky, just depends on the level of crankiness. I do my best work and get ideas when I'm down.

Maybe I'll list out the recent things I want to do: Do more illustrations Do a short documentary on food trucks Make my own ladyfingers for tiramisu Want to concentrate MORE on the people behind the food


"We evolve beyond the person that we were a minute before. Little by little we advance with each turn. That's how a drill works!" - Gurren Lagann